It's funny

just recently i experienced some life changing events and its totally turned me into a completely new person.sometimes I wonder how our little challenge(s) can help mold us into becoming either a better or worse person.Thank God! mine was for the better. The truth is about a year ago if you had asked me what and what steps and positions I will be at so and so date I bet I could have given you a most definite answer albeit my own version of what should be as i now know.Knowing God was never a problem as I have always had a strong attachment to 'him' while growing up;I was never the everyday born again christian you see around but I know my household was filled with beautiful people who loved and respect God.when I say beautiful people indeed i mean both "mind and spirit"as my late Sunday school teacher used to say, I have an average chocolatey skin and beautifully endowed body which to many probing eyes seems to lack no thing that the eyes wishes to behold yet deep within I was the ugliest of them all.Having faith in God could never really solve my psycho-periods, my mum always says oh! they've come again when my moments of depression begins.It all started in the year 2001;my year of awareness...